sad :(

dear DIARY , i've cried just now .. i just dunno what more i should do ! the way he speaks to me . so arrogant . like no more heart towards me . it's just breaking my heart .  i've tried to be HARD . STRONG . but i could'nt . my heart are like cold ice rite now . no one could help me . except for myself . no one could understand my feeling . i've no idea what i've done ? T_T . how could he treat me like this in the middle of my EXAM ? , i never ask for a present . or to stay at his house . but how could u do this to me ? so sad . i wish i could be like EDWARD CULLEN . ice cold , no feeling , no pain & leave everybody else aside . nite ~